jesus died for somebody sins but not mine

[fckingbeat]

what's with all these bunk drugs going around? if it's weak or fake don't waste my time.asshole.i'm hoping to move in with betty in a month or two if i work something out with my mom.fuck living off your parents as long as you can.i would have no quams about getting a job and paying for at least some of my stuff.i don't know where she's moving to but i hope to go with her and i'll still go to school and everything.finishing up this year is gonna be hard enough.in floresent lights and office-like-settings i feel like my body shuts down.everything just gets dulled.since i was exposed to so much freedom at a young age i'm not programed like all the other kids to do homework and be on time and stay in class.i don't get how they do it but good for them for having some self-control.anyways.it's now december.wow.okay.fuck hillary,fuck jon and they're drama.i don't even feel bad anymore.i don't care.not my fault.but it's just so much easier to blame me isn't it?pssh what-eva.i'm so pissed that i have that stupid scar on my knee from jasmine's fucking garage.always a reminder.why did that whole thing happen?there was absolutley no reason,no life lesson,no point to that.i love betty and marietta.they're probably the closest people right now.i need a change.

to all you kids that think you know the roots of punk,read please kill me by legs mcneil.punk is SO dead.