It may sound crazy or even a bit foolish, but I have to stand in faith, have faith that she will one day get me, txt & phone & that well hang out & picnic in the park, watching two giant sumo wrestlers stroll by on their tandem bike. Ok, the wrestlers can not happen by and I'll be ok with that entirely.

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I found this post that said if people leave you, let them go they have chosen not to be a part of your story any longer. It's true just ouch sometimes when that's not what you want, wishing Kia a the happiness in the world in her move to the East Coast with her current gf. I hate when people block you out.

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Hello friend ( Read more... )

These words keep going through my head... I hear if you choose to be girlfriend or boyfriend centered that it isn't a most healthy place to have oneself moving from. Because, if your gf says to you one day, I'm leaving you, just don't think this is the place to me.. then your reaction is to be upset and down... one thinks that all is going wrong ( Read more... )

I may be powerless over another's heart changing, and their turning and embracing all that I am and express for them, in my limited understanding of what unconditional love and caring is. Yet, today I acknowledge and realize, though powerless to change another's mind. I am not helpless ( Read more... )

I know don't own the negative. I think one of my problems has been not having enough belief in myself and my ability to protect, properly love and cherish my kids. Even in my ability to just live a good happy healthy life, um belief in my ability to create that inner happiness that ever seems so happy to be in search of ( Read more... )

I've been wondering exactly who I am, I mean really? I hear once you know who you are then you'll know where you're headed. I thought I knew, I mean I'm me. Yet, I am funny, enjoy laughter and all that. But,I watch these reality shows and it seems like these people, no matter how quirky they may be. They seem to have a true grasping of who they ( Read more... )

Just finished putting the kids down to bed, did homework with them and all that, it was a long process. I never knew how much work would be involved. I have been somewhat into my own world lately. A small country college-town girl, that fell in love big time with a city singing diva ( Read more... )

I popped out a filling while flossing, so there you go, it's not all it's cracked up to be. So, I'm online wasting some time before I go and get the drill, I am not a huge fan of the dentist. I had some scary times in the joint and this dentist hasn't seen me since the last time that I went in and he said he was going to have to remove my wisdom ( Read more... )