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I made myself dinner. A sort of quick and easy stroganoff. It's my second time making it, so there's a little familiarity. It tastes better as leftovers. Which is good. I have 3 servings left ( Read more... ) -
I'll give you a thousand pounds to tell me how you do it
If I do everything right, I still miss a few things.
Honestly, I don't know how people do it, how they function. I can barely wake up every morning and convince myself to go to work, anything out side of that is over and above. Dressing in any manner other than a college freshman, eating regular meals, regularly working out, participating in social ( Read more... ) -
Neverending Tale
I'm wide awake and surprisingly in a good mood. It's almost midnight on a Monday. Usually, I feel like crap at this time of night. Something about the combination of drinking and going home alone makes me heart upset. But tonight, I feel good. I don't know why, and maybe I'm almost more suspicious of it. I know in the morning I'll pay for this ( Read more... ) -
Bridges
I check my personal email infrequently. Partly, there's always so much junk in there that I don't. It just sits there. Partly, I work behind a computer all day answering email that I just don't want to answer anything else. With all this technology and ways to connect, I feel less connected and more lazy. If someone can't say it in 140 characters, ( Read more... ) -
Tiny Furniture
I finally watched Tiny Furniture. It's an indie-film about a girl, Aura, recently graduated from college who moves back home to her mom & younger sister in New York City. Aura's mom is a successful artist, and her younger sister is an over-achiever entering her senior year of high school. Aura doesn't know what she's doing with her life. She spent ( Read more... ) -
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What is home then, you might wonder? The place you first see daylight, or the place you choose for yourself? Or is it the someplace you just can't keep from going back to, though the air there's grown less breathable, the future's over, where they really don't want you back, and where you once left on a breeze without a rearward glance? Home? ( Read more... ) -
It comes in as a lamb, should go out as a lion
I've been fussy and picking half assed fights with people. Never the same person or for a specific reason, just want make their blood boil as much as my does. I'm running a little hot, and I've been good at self sabotage, trying for something bigger. I say half assed; it's usually regretted within seconds, or maybe not necessarily regretted, I mean ( Read more... ) -
You'd be happier if you thought less
It feels like I shouldn't wake up. Rainy days were invented to sleep away. I'd keep sleeping until I can wake up and it's better. I know that's vague, but I'm not sure what I want better. Enough money to pay the bills and buy at drink at the end of the night? Possibly all the thoughts that keep me awake until 2 am, they could be erradicated.
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Kumquat or any word that rhymes with it is favored more than most
"I guess my plan is to keep working at Suncoast video until I figure out what I want to do."
"We think you've got such potential. You could be an astronaut."
"Problem solved. I'll be an astronaut."
My fridge is mostly alcohol. Most of which isn't mine, it's from various visitors who leave stuff that, really, I'm good, I don't like Miller Lite. You're ( Read more... ) -
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I stayed out late last night. 4am. It wasn't the intention. I was just out. I have kind of a love/hate relationship with alcohol. It's a control thing, I guess. Whether I'm in control or it's in control. Whether I'm trying to make it something more than it is or if I can see it for what it is. At the end of the night, it won't make me any less ( Read more... )