so my life is pretty fuckin good right now. I am living with brian and we are painting my room at home dark purple and red and its EXCITING! well i have to go now! FUCK YOU BITCHES!

this is total bull shit. since my grandad and my grandmother are both in the hospital and my great grandmother just fucking died i am stuck in the house watching my little sister and my uncles kid. WHAT THE FUCK. this is TOTAL fucking bull shit i am so pissed off. i am 18 years old and i want to fucking leave the house and i want to be able to ( Read more... )

so some people seem to think that they can be a fucking bitch to me and then expect me to still be cool with them and talk to them.. hah fuck that go fuck yourself. and yes YOU ARE A FUCKING BITCH and im not the only one who thinks so. Grow the fuck up.

ok so my life has been ultra fucking crazy lately. i have been caught up in the play for the past few weeks and will be for the next week we open on wed. Brian is trying to come and see the play but i dont think he will be albe to so i am not going to get my hopes up. one of my best friends at school got kicked out yesterday. when he came to ( Read more... )

this girls seen a lot of pain
but this girls gonna smile again
she knows that flower grows everytime it rains
and this girls gotta lot of dreams
she knows that tomorrow isnt what it seems
but this girls gonna alright.

So i met this guy a few weeks ago at a mixer and we became really really good friends. Then he started to have a crush on me and that was cool i didnt mind. I was supposed to meet up with him last night at another mixer but he got in trouble so he couldnt be there so he wrote me a goodbye note because he thinks he is never going to see me again ( Read more... )

Your kiss, your smile, your mind ( Read more... )

she dreams shes dancing
around and around
with out any cares
and her very first love
was holding her close
and the soft wind was blowing her hair
for a moment she isnt scared...

so i have decided that i really want to have some kind relationship with chris again. i mean we have been through so much shit together that it is impossible for us not to be best best friends. and i know brian isnt going to like it at all and he is going to get upset with me... but i mean chris has been a HUGE part of my life for just about 2 ( Read more... )

so FYI i dont think i can handle you anymore