i wanna be runnin with sand runs out...
so i have decided that i really want to have some kind relationship with chris again. i mean we have been through so much shit together that it is impossible for us not to be best best friends. and i know brian isnt going to like it at all and he is going to get upset with me... but i mean chris has been a HUGE part of my life for just about 2 years now and i cant just pretend like he isnt there. He has always been there for me and he has NEVER abandoned me ever. And i have a feeling that he will always be a part of me until one of us dies. and i really want to see him not soon because its to soon but later in life maybe. it would make me really happy to see him again. hhmmm...