I AM GOING FUCKING CRAZY
this is total bull shit. since my grandad and my grandmother are both in the hospital and my great grandmother just fucking died i am stuck in the house watching my little sister and my uncles kid. WHAT THE FUCK. this is TOTAL fucking bull shit i am so pissed off. i am 18 years old and i want to fucking leave the house and i want to be able to stay out as late as i want and come home when i want and not come home when i want. i am responsible everyone in the fucking family tells me how fucking mature i am and out they trust me and all this bull shit. JESUS CHRIST! and now they are trying to move me back to FUCKING maumelle that is TOTAL bull shit i will be stuck there because i have no car and i dont have any friends anymore except brian and he works all the time. and i wont have the internet or anything. this is totally fucking stupid why the fuck cant i stay in MY OWN fucking house. can you tell that i am furious with this fucking situation. i am so furious i cant even cry like i want to its way beyond that fucking point. This whole fucking situation is being handled really shittly. I want to go live with Brian if i cant fucking live at home. FUCK THIS god damnit. GGGRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!