Yesterday I walked along the canal with Tam. We topped the hill and I was taken aback by the sunlight, the water, the beauty. I said I was feeling optimistic. That I felt better than I had in a long time. That I felt productive in my work, that I was finally getting around to the personal things I had wanted for some time. That I didn't spend all ( Read more... )

( Meeting C. )

( Haiku seemed the most appropriate form. )

Went to Edinburgh with C last weekend. Stayed in a beautiful hotel I found on laterooms - huge high bed and a stunning view out the window, all the way to Fettes. Walked down by the Leith to get there, nearly got run over by small children cycling. Since I got the room C took us to dinner, at this (aptly named) restaurant La Petite Mort, after ( Read more... )

Well. Have just transferred (in three painful parts, because of the limits on my phone banking) the money for the car repairs. Yesterday (because I hadn't checked my email in like, a day) he threatened to call the police if I didn't get in touch and I was like, mate. I could have just driven off, months ago, right, so fuck you. It's a fucking ( Read more... )

Worked all day Friday, then all night Friday (8-bit was on, Kirsty and Rachael came to visit which was lovely - nobody ever comes to visit me), then, having missed #WSHOM, went to Oj's flat for the after. L was there, we spoke, drank some rum, I got sad. So I got tanked. I went to sleep for a while. When I woke up he had gone. Had a little chat ( Read more... )