But today was a good day.
Yesterday I walked along the canal with Tam. We topped the hill and I was taken aback by the sunlight, the water, the beauty. I said I was feeling optimistic. That I felt better than I had in a long time. That I felt productive in my work, that I was finally getting around to the personal things I had wanted for some time. That I didn't spend all my days feeling heartbroken. We walked to Tesco and bought sweet potato and sea bass and broccoli and I cooked dinner. We didn't hold hands, or anything like that. He lent me his sunglasses and they didn't fit my face, and fell off. I don't know if it was, but it felt like an important moment.
I think I'm happy.
I think I'm happy.