I feel quite exhausted. There hasn't been much time to relax since Sunday. And now it's Wednesday, I have classes all day, but I'm refusing to go to my morning ones. There are chores to do round the house, readings for uni to complete, bills to pay, Bible to read... and I'm just weary. I think I'll go write in my diary to go collect my thoughts and ( Read more... )

Work has rostered me on too frequently again. And I'm struggling to see how I'm going to cope with ( Read more... )

This morning started pretty badly. I had plenty of sleep last night, but as I was getting ready for work, I started getting stressed and anxious. I intended to leave by 9:30, but by 9, I was almost in tears. I was a bit concerned about why I didn't want to go and went online to see if Josh was also on and if I could go "AGH!" at him. He was and I ( Read more... )

This morning was depressing. I didn't want to do anything because everything reminded me of the terrible group assignment. My class this afternoon had Katy in it, and I was dreading facing one of the group ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm not ok and coping as well as I thought. I cried during church today as I shared my prayer requests and decided afterwards that maybe it would be good to talk to someone about this. Not just those I've been de-briefing with previously, because they're also dealing with exactly the same thing and I although I appreciate their support more ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better today. I went to bed at 9 last night. Heather and I were planning to watch Criminal Minds as we thought it started at 8:30, but upon finding out it started later, I decided to "stuff this!" and I went to bed. I slept rather well and had a good day at school today ( Read more... )

There's too much going on right now ( Read more... )

Work was intense today. So much so that at 4pm I burst into tears and was sent home. Nothing particularly bad happened. I believe it was my insanely busy week coupled with an insanely busy shift and I think I'm coming down with a cold. I'm very glad I was able to go home early. For the previous two hours I'd been wanting to go. Burn out is no good.

I think I finally get art. \(^.^)/ Some units are helpful to real life after all ( Read more... )

right now I just feel so, ansty... OCD... fidgety... GAH! I'm cleaning right, but it's not making any difference to how I feel and I just want to cry. It's not good enough, there are things that I have no space for, peices of paper floating around that have no home and it's making me nuts. The more I clean, the more that little, unimportant things ( Read more... )