I cannot be trusted to write when I am depressed, it seems. Even when I know it mat help me feel better, and make a pledge to try. Bah at me. This last year has been very hard for Gav and I, our longest time apart so far. It was actually a full year between visits this time. I got so depressed that I rarely got out of bed. All I did was work, when ( Read more... )

Unhappy Things:
♠ Computer is broken. Again. Not the same thing, and the memory is secured, but that is why I have not really been online much of late. Still not fixed, but then, I have no money, so that isn't surprising. It will not even get to the bios screen so I can't run a new boot disc. But, I have fraggedone's computer for email and emergencies ( Read more... )

Since we have moved to the new place, a good six months, I haven't completely unpacked. I have not decorated, not put anything up, not made the place Ivy. Those of you who know me know how serious that is; I decorated The Flat days after moving in, as much as possible ( Read more... )

I will be leaving to pick Gav up from the airport in less than an hour. It all seems so unreal, that he will actually be with me again...and yet it is unbelievable we have not always been together. He has my heart, and we will be whole again ( Read more... )

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