So I was in a daze today. But closer to leaving I came. The time sped up. I left  at 5:40,a little bit early. I was excited to see Matt. I came home,took off my shoes and etc. I saw the bathroom door was closed. (matt's car was in the driveway) Around 6:15 I finally knocked on the bathroom door,came to find out none was in there just a empty ( Read more... )

It is sad when the person living the life has no idea what he/she wants with it.
Straight/bi/gay. Hyper/depressed. Wanting help/fuck ya'll!

 This is not good.

I don't mention the situation for pure annoyance. I wanna make sure you know how fast you are falling. Plus I am trying to better understand my fucking retarded behavior ( Read more... )

I just wanna scream and holler. I wanna kick everything in the house over. I even wanna cry. I don't know what has come over me...

Man I fucking hate people and bitches!

So according to Ian or Ein to everyone else.  Sucky first part of the week and I should do something about it ( Read more... )

I am sitting on the computer...
But in all reality I am kneeling.
My feet aren't EVEN touching the ground.
They can't.
They are to close to the zone!
The spider zone.
I hit one spider and about 30 spiders came out of it.
Freaked me out!!!!
SO WENT AND GOT MY SPRAY....
And I went spray crazy.
I even killed my Mum's "pet" plant spiders.
Then I went away from ( Read more... )