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We babysat Bella (Billie's babe) this past Saturday.  At one point I made a statement that instantly made me feel disgusting and shiver. I told Matt that is was incredibly sexy and hot that he was helping me so much with Bella. He picked up her by himself! I didn't ask him at all. Mind you, I had a horrible trouble with him just holding Navy when ( Read more... )

Matt and I had a date tonight. I mean I know we are dating so techinally we don't have dates..But I requested it. we went to Ground Pati,niether of us had ever been there before. They serve your drinks in metal jugs and your plate are metal. Saves the waitress from breaking them i GUESS,BUT i THINK IT IS AWESOME!!!!!   and then we went to the ( Read more... )

My head is killing me! That dream felt too real. I dreamt my Dad was trying kill me with a knife. I ran from him to a neighbours house and banged on the door. An old lady came to the door. The old lady was my grandma who has been dead for 2 1/2 years. There was a struggle,I don;t think he killed her but she fell to the floor so I ran....I woke up.

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Nick has become the new Vince....
I was thinking on the way home I was going to start calling Nick,Nickolas. It sounds richer in taste,plus pretty.
I thought who else have I done that for...Vince,with Vincent.
I thought about it and they have many features in common....
FEATURES?
What are they,toys?

So Matt didn't come home last night. Which wasn't too surprising. I have been such a bitch to him as of late. I try so hard not to be one,but I epic fail. And then I become pissed at myself.He said he was stayed at his parents to spend more time with them. So when he told me (when I was leaving his 'rents) that he might not come home, I wanted to ( Read more... )

Finally Matt and I both had a day off together. So Matt took me to Avery Island. But before we wnt to Avery Island we went to Tons. Tons is an awesome food place that serves plate lunches in Broussard. He brought me a dip cone. He had never before had a dip cone. It was so yummy. I hadn't had one in a while. After our bellies were full we made our ( Read more... )

Feeling bad isn't the phrase I want but I will use it. I feel bad for Matt sometimes. I am so fucking ADD. I know it is more I am nervous/uncomfortable in some cases. Which makes no sense. I was all for PDA in Sam Goody,but when we were outside the mall sitting off to the side I was nervous. And I mean it wasn't as if I didn't wanna kiss or wasn't ( Read more... )

Hung out with Jenny on Weds which was fun. She was showing me the "correct" shoes to wear with a dress. Lol. She made fun of me,and told me I was in love. Oh? I am glad I was told this. I just started dating him. But I guess with that being said Mum would be happy,means closer to having grandkids. Oi. I was sick the beginning of this week. Finally ( Read more... )