I’m avoiding most social sites today, mostly because I really don’t feel like talking.  At moments I don’t feel much like breathing.  The thing is, I need to talk.  I need to vent, rant, and just get a lot of things out.  I have so much I’ve been holding inside for months, things that need to see the light of day…
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Before you start moaning and groaning, yes this is the quintessential Memorial Day post.

I hate missing people.  Yes I value those gone because they were loved, or because of how they enriched my life.  But gods damn, I still want them here physically to enrich my life.

I am so tired of the greatest friendships I can claim ( Read more... )

So this is the first year in a while i did not spend Memorial Day either packing, four-bying, or being at the races....and not being a work as my excuse.  I spent it over a leisurely breakfast, with a close friend in the shape of a Katie MacAllister novel.  And then I spent close to 3 hours puttering in Borders ( Read more... )

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A little melancholy tonight ( Read more... )

I went to a grave on sunday. IT was the 28th of may. and I sat at this grave and talked. I ranted, I raved and i let a lot of things go. You can't change the past, you can only remember it. And you can't change the people in the past, you can only love them ( Read more... )