I’m avoiding most social sites today, mostly because I really don’t feel like talking. At moments I don’t feel much like breathing. The thing is, I need to talk. I need to vent, rant, and just get a lot of things out. I have so much I’ve been holding inside for months, things that need to see the light of day…
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No matter what, no matter where no matter
I usually mention Jon in my LJ every year. I had written a piece and couldnt bring myself to post. I will never forget him, any more than I'd forget my dad. But maybe they're at peace with just me thinking of them, star gazing late at night and loving them always.
Just a side note, take the cricket bat out of your hands. Stop beating yourself up. I totally get not wanting to go back on your word. Been there. And there's no right or wrong answer/cure.
There's just life after.
Go find your copy of Cher's Believe cd and play it a few times.
Always remember we never chose who we fall in love with, it just is. Not right, not wrong just is.
xo
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