Every problem has a solution in the 12 steps if I am willing to hear it. Lately I have thinking about the shortness of life, death, endings - feeling melancholy and sorry for myself. At the meeting yesterday someone brought up "staying in the moment". Yes! When I stay in the present moment all the past and future stuff goes away and I am where I am ( Read more... )

Getting ready for Christmas doesn't excite me much. I feel pretty inadequate. Mostly all I can think of to give the kids and grandkids is money. Depressed, but with nothing to pin the depressed feelings on ( Read more... )