saturday
had a good day yesterday
felt good to me anyway
i'm seeing progress
change for the better
and so i felt encouraged
maybe i really will get back to doing all the things i love someday
i had planned to drive myself to oa this morning
(first time driving myself somewhere alone)
but dave came in earlier to tell me that the driveway is a sheet of ice
and to be careful
now i don't know
i guess if i get the car stuck i can just leave it there
no real harm done
just a stuck car in a driveway
and he can help me get it moving later when he gets back
he left early to go to an ice fishing tournament
but it's like i have a phobia about walking on ice now
i don't even want to walk out on the driveway to get in the car
i hate having fears rule my life
but i also don't want to be stupid and foolhardy
blaa
*8 am EDIT*
i just went out in the light of day
to look the situation over
the driveway doesn't look that bad
just dave being his usual protective self
i made 10 squares yesterday
planning that this lap robe will be for candy
i have 7 different blue yarns i want to use
she loves blue
questions:
do you prefer your nails long or short?
short
they are more useful that way
they are better when short for piano too
though i like to keep my thumb nails a bit longer
who would you most like and least like to be stuck in an elevator with?
most like: any of my friends
we could pass the time talking
least like: someone who is afraid of elevators or claustrophobic
or just anyone with a drama queen personality
felt good to me anyway
i'm seeing progress
change for the better
and so i felt encouraged
maybe i really will get back to doing all the things i love someday
i had planned to drive myself to oa this morning
(first time driving myself somewhere alone)
but dave came in earlier to tell me that the driveway is a sheet of ice
and to be careful
now i don't know
i guess if i get the car stuck i can just leave it there
no real harm done
just a stuck car in a driveway
and he can help me get it moving later when he gets back
he left early to go to an ice fishing tournament
but it's like i have a phobia about walking on ice now
i don't even want to walk out on the driveway to get in the car
i hate having fears rule my life
but i also don't want to be stupid and foolhardy
blaa
*8 am EDIT*
i just went out in the light of day
to look the situation over
the driveway doesn't look that bad
just dave being his usual protective self
i made 10 squares yesterday
planning that this lap robe will be for candy
i have 7 different blue yarns i want to use
she loves blue
questions:
do you prefer your nails long or short?
short
they are more useful that way
they are better when short for piano too
though i like to keep my thumb nails a bit longer
who would you most like and least like to be stuck in an elevator with?
most like: any of my friends
we could pass the time talking
least like: someone who is afraid of elevators or claustrophobic
or just anyone with a drama queen personality