Well I've been with Kris for the past few days, I was going to update before this but I haven't had the chance with him here lol ( Read more... )

First of all I would like to beg everyone's forgiveness for my last emo rant...it doesn't even deserve to be named as anything less. I honestly felt embarrassed to have put that up and almost didn't come back...but meh, I guess some things just have to be put out of the system.

Anyway, I'm heading off to yet another psych on Thursday. Although this ( Read more... )

Is there really such a thing as a 'capable adult' or are we all just pretending?

The universal conscious is telling me to prepare...for what I don't know...but I'm gathering what may help me last out the first few weeks...at least give some time to assess the situation...I should prepare a contingency plan...I am so under-prepared.

I need to get this ( Read more... )

Ugh, I had my cervical cancer vaccine injection today...now my shoulder is aching...not as bad as when I had my tetanus shot...but still its pretty painful (especially when carrying two dolls >< remind me not to do that again until my arm has healed lol). The worst was when he pushed the liquid in though, it literally felt like someone was trying ( Read more... )

Well boos and ghouls I ventured to the psych's office the other day...big mistake there...

At first it was all okay, she changed the dosage of my meds to something a little lower because of the side effects it was having on me and also told me to take them in the morning because apparently they have a tendancy to keep people awake (why the fuck am I ( Read more... )

Ugh I have my psych appointment today and I really don't wanna go! But I know I have to...the bastards will probably change my meds again...just when the side effects (apart from the prickling feeling under my skin, the cold sweats and insomnia) had just about stopped. Yeah mum reckons that they have been giving me low blood pressure which is why I ( Read more... )

Damn it all to hell ( Read more... )

...he visits you when you least (or most...I don't think he really cares either way) expect it and then as a parting gift, leaves you with a lovely bought of insomnia to nurse for the rest of the night (if you are unlucky)...time passes so slowly when you can't sleep...but at least the night is cool and peaceful.

Well its 3am, I have insomnia and I ( Read more... )