My arm is going to fall off
Ugh, I had my cervical cancer vaccine injection today...now my shoulder is aching...not as bad as when I had my tetanus shot...but still its pretty painful (especially when carrying two dolls >< remind me not to do that again until my arm has healed lol). The worst was when he pushed the liquid in though, it literally felt like someone was trying to rip off my arm...but that went away after a few seconds (thankfully!). Now its just a kind of dull ache which sometimes gets worse if I move my arm too fast or too suddenly or bump it or put pressure on it.
Speaking of doctors, mum is making me an appointment to see that special psychologist dude. She says that he is nice and that he would probably be able to understand me better than any of the hopeless fucktards here...well she emailed him but he hasn't replied yet so who knows. Maybe he'll be able to take me off these stupid antidepressants which don't even work but I'm taking them anyway just because if I stop taking them the side effects will be horrible (last time I had to stop them I was too sick to get out of bed for like a week and a half!).
Onto some happier news, I watched the first episode of Air Gear last night (it was on Cartoon Network after Black Cat) and it was great! I totally wanna do a Simca cosplay! Anyway its a damn addictive series, really fast paced and funny too.
Oh and also I was almost finished Seren's faceup but then I decided that I didn't like the eyebrows (they didn't arch high enough, they were actually quite like Kaito's but I wanted them to give the faceup a more sultry, suggestive, devilish feel) and some of the pastels had gone on a bit funny (I guess the clear layer hadn't had enough time to dry or that I didn't clean the head well enough) so its all coming off and getting redone again but that will be after I come back from SydNova because I've only got one can of testors left and I need that to fix Kaito's hands and feet, plus any other minor adjustments that need to be done before the con. (Seren isn't coming because he doesn't want to be seen in public without eyes, a wig or a body....I told him he looks hot anyway but would he listen? No...of course not, the vain little bugger XD) Oh and for anyone wondering, Shreds is dry and back on his body (I finally finished that faceup! Even though the blush is a little darker than I would've liked).
Speaking of doctors, mum is making me an appointment to see that special psychologist dude. She says that he is nice and that he would probably be able to understand me better than any of the hopeless fucktards here...well she emailed him but he hasn't replied yet so who knows. Maybe he'll be able to take me off these stupid antidepressants which don't even work but I'm taking them anyway just because if I stop taking them the side effects will be horrible (last time I had to stop them I was too sick to get out of bed for like a week and a half!).
Onto some happier news, I watched the first episode of Air Gear last night (it was on Cartoon Network after Black Cat) and it was great! I totally wanna do a Simca cosplay! Anyway its a damn addictive series, really fast paced and funny too.
Oh and also I was almost finished Seren's faceup but then I decided that I didn't like the eyebrows (they didn't arch high enough, they were actually quite like Kaito's but I wanted them to give the faceup a more sultry, suggestive, devilish feel) and some of the pastels had gone on a bit funny (I guess the clear layer hadn't had enough time to dry or that I didn't clean the head well enough) so its all coming off and getting redone again but that will be after I come back from SydNova because I've only got one can of testors left and I need that to fix Kaito's hands and feet, plus any other minor adjustments that need to be done before the con. (Seren isn't coming because he doesn't want to be seen in public without eyes, a wig or a body....I told him he looks hot anyway but would he listen? No...of course not, the vain little bugger XD) Oh and for anyone wondering, Shreds is dry and back on his body (I finally finished that faceup! Even though the blush is a little darker than I would've liked).