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[eatmywords09]

Heya. Just to say I probs won't be online much these days, or posting, or emailing. Just for now. I'm really screwed up at the moment. It sucks that I've got this big moral outrage at the world for so many things; including anorexia and promoting it in the media, but really I'm just another boring victim

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[youjustforgot]

would you like to enter some writing into a challenge? we've got 2 challenges ending this weekend at paper_feelings!

[ancalime8301]

{{{{{{{{{{Ailsa}}}}}}}}}}

[anonymous]

Allie, Allie, Allie... You're not just another boring victom, none of them are boring, least of all you. You just--god, what am I saying--need help. I don't mean that to sound demeening, but I have had a lot of experience with depressiong: both parents and my elder brother suffer from it extensively, and I get it from time-to-time as well. You're depressed, i'm 100% positive that what you're going through right now is brought on or simply magnifying feelings that were already there. You're a beautiful girl, have a good life, and the world, frankly, has always been fucked up, c'est la vie; but depression doesn't need a reason, you can lay awake at night feeling like the world is going to end and have no idea why you feel that way, life is good but you feel like the weight of the world is on you. Honestly (and no offense to your friends who are reading this, I know you are good people who care about Allie, you are not included in what is to follow) the public school environment (yes, I count Saint Gabriel's as public for this definition