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Heya. Just to say I probs won't be online much these days, or posting, or emailing. Just for now. I'm really screwed up at the moment. It sucks that I've got this big moral outrage at the world for so many things; including anorexia and promoting it in the media, but really I'm just another boring victim.
I guess I'm not very well. I cut myself last night- Christ, this is a jolly post- and I haven't done that for a loooong time. I went to see this amazing play last night at The Watermill, which made me so indescribably happy, I was bouncing off the walls- I was so proud of the youth theatre, I went up to the dressing rooms yesterday to congratulate them. It was great. Which then drives me to distraction when I'm able to get so messed up about myself! It's so pointlessly selfish. But then I cut myself and I'm like- wtf?
Aaaanyway, I'm just occupying myself with revision and writing, atm. I will keep posting on other people's journals. Lots of love, A x
I guess I'm not very well. I cut myself last night- Christ, this is a jolly post- and I haven't done that for a loooong time. I went to see this amazing play last night at The Watermill, which made me so indescribably happy, I was bouncing off the walls- I was so proud of the youth theatre, I went up to the dressing rooms yesterday to congratulate them. It was great. Which then drives me to distraction when I'm able to get so messed up about myself! It's so pointlessly selfish. But then I cut myself and I'm like- wtf?
Aaaanyway, I'm just occupying myself with revision and writing, atm. I will keep posting on other people's journals. Lots of love, A x