Well well well. Im finally posting on this dusty thing again. For those of you who know my e-mail, find me on facebook or myspace with it for more updates more often ( Read more... )

For those of you who have been keeping track of the ups and downs of my relationship with Ashley there is more. After finally realizing my mistakes and beginning to fix them, after working so hard on making myself better, after preparing my life to be flexible so I can move, it's once and for all...over. She told me she doesn't want anything beyond ( Read more... )

Just some lyrics I find relevant at the moment ( Read more... )

This is hard to put into words... Ashley suffered a miscarriage. All my hope of raising a child, tossed down to the hard ground. For now at least. Ashley doesnt know if she will take me back ever, I cant say I blame her. I have to try though. I love her, so very much. I am willing to sacrifice everything for this. As a quote from my favorite movie ( Read more... )

Well all of my friends out there in cyberspace... you may have noticed a slight curse aimed towards Murphy's Law coming from me. I feel now it is time to explain... This past Wednesday, the 13th, I received some life changing news. It so happens that through a rather unfortunate memory lapse on my part as well as Ashley's (My *ex* in Florida now) I ( Read more... )

Well my friends, once again I am seriously lax in my duties of upkeep of this site. Personal life had kind of become priority... But now my recent love has decided to move away from me, seeing as I have been a fairly bad human being... Beware reflexive lies and anger issues... Beware depression... Beware lowlifes ( Read more... )

>_> Err.......ya....hi. Sorry about the missing matt guys. I kinda got lost in other things. Hey, you guys need to call me! My # has changed once again maybe ask me for it sometime. Otherwise ( Read more... )

I took this test today:

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 46% Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Orderliness |||||||||||| 50% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic ||||||||| ( Read more... )

I had the 24 stitches removed today, it felt like having multiple splinters pulled. So I am still forced to wear a brace. Here is a photo finally of my gimpness. Gimpy

For those of you with strong stomachs you can see just how much damage I did. The original cut is just along the bottom of the knuckle, the rest is surgery, it continues between the ( Read more... )

Well, hullo again curious masses. This is a random update brought to you by Vicotin! Lol ( Read more... )