Life changes, quickly.
Well all of my friends out there in cyberspace... you may have noticed a slight curse aimed towards Murphy's Law coming from me. I feel now it is time to explain... This past Wednesday, the 13th, I received some life changing news. It so happens that through a rather unfortunate memory lapse on my part as well as Ashley's (My *ex* in Florida now) I am now an expecting father. She took an at home test and it turned up positive... She will be going to see a doctor to get final conformation, but none is really needed since she is suffering all the classic symptoms.
I am both frightened and joyful at this turn of events. Scared, because I don't know if I am ready or fit to be a father. Joyful because I do want to be a father, I want to weave bedtime stories for my own little cub... There are so many mixed emotions in this I am kind of overwhelmed.
I will be moving to Florida to be by Ashley's side. Even though things are rocky between us, I will be there for her and my child. It is my responsibility and my honor to do so. I do not know what the future holds for her and I as a couple, but I will do my damnedest to make things work.
I only hope I do well...
I am both frightened and joyful at this turn of events. Scared, because I don't know if I am ready or fit to be a father. Joyful because I do want to be a father, I want to weave bedtime stories for my own little cub... There are so many mixed emotions in this I am kind of overwhelmed.
I will be moving to Florida to be by Ashley's side. Even though things are rocky between us, I will be there for her and my child. It is my responsibility and my honor to do so. I do not know what the future holds for her and I as a couple, but I will do my damnedest to make things work.
I only hope I do well...