I finally got my text to speech reader back into production. My new Windows 7 could not support the version I owned, the people who make it possible for me to receive Wynn sent me another version. I now can write journal entries again that make sense and are easier to read.

I haven't written an entry in a long time, bare with me. In the last two ( Read more... )

How I Met Tali Rappaport

Tali is going to write an essay about how we "met." This gave me an inspiration to tell what my side of the story was all about. I had attended camp for over nine years new people, new campers it was all part of the routine. I as usual was one of the more "popular" campers, the kind of camper that everyone loved to be ( Read more... )

I saw this in Tali's blog, so I'll give it a try: Songs of 2009

"All That's Known" Spring Awakening
anything from Spring Awakening reminds me of Morris. but this is one of my fave song from the show making this #1

"Brothers" Dean Brody
This song has a lot of meaning to me. The song showing the bond between brothers during the war. My brother was in ( Read more... )

Don't ask me where the unusual title came from, but it was inspired by my watching Bug Juice a few minutes ago. I know I've constantly been stressing over the fact of being treated with this "acceptance" to my life. Camp was that exact example. I don't miss the place or the activities. I miss the faces and the raw emotions I felt. I miss the first ( Read more... )

Brandon and Last weekend ect.:

Here is the deal with the man. On Thursday we went on a date and I spent the night. On Friday we talked and did a lot of stuff that I really don't want to discuss in detail *wink* The aprehensive part of all of this is that for the first time in nearly six years I went againist Adrienne's advice. I showed her this ( Read more... )

I havent finished an entry in this for a long time, simply because I cant find the time. For the few days I've not felt the greatest emotionally. I dont know what to do. The more I talk about what is bothering me, I just get even more fustrated with my life. I'm thankful to be here, don't get me wrong..I am just not sure as to how I want to live ( Read more... )

Since I've written my circumstances have changed much. My parents are finally getting on good terms to the best of my knowlage.I am relieved in that sense. Now, I am having problems in my own life that make it tough to even hang on to anything stable at this point. School is stressing me out as always around this time, but now..its getting worse ( Read more... )

The 50th weekend was all I could have hoped for. Adrienne leaves Friday, and I'm handling that wonderfully simply because I know were not ever going to leave each other's side. Camp ending has allowed me to take the trips I need to take without school interfearing. Kirsten and Jesse got here Thursday we had a lot of fun just talkin and doing crafts ( Read more... )

 This weekend rocked my socks. I guess Rob finally had a change of heart when it came to me coming to the Burg to see Kirsten. Thursday Kirsten came to pick me up and we went to her house to get prettied up.  She has this thing with hating my sweat pants and T-shirts , I ended up wearing whatever she put on me. Although I was wearing a pretty hot ( Read more... )

Chance of a Lifetime

The computer screen said, “You and thirty-five other counselors will help girls with varying physical and mental disabilities have a great camp experience.” So there I was my sixth year as a Girl Scout applying for the STUDIO 2B Destination, Juliette Low Camp. Was I really willing to go to two eight-day sessions of ( Read more... )