soo today i slept till 3 pm. it was lovelee. then i recieved a few phone calls, took a shower, got ready, thought about going to placerville but ended up going to elk grove instead and then hung out w a few ppl an did a bit of shopping. i got some pot today. so ive been incredibly high all day. talked to my mom about my bf spending the night, shes ( Read more... )

mmk so i havnt done this shit in a long time i seems like. i decided to download soem music today an it is taking an incredibly long time so i guess i had nothing to do so i came here lol. umm i went to the boardwalk an saw hawthorne hieghts play mhmm.. an i hung otu with christopher btw..we are together now an hes fuckin amazing :) mhhmm..ive been ( Read more... )

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well alst night..got drunk with jordan an levi..jose corvo an a few tall cans..lol mudslides with tequillia in em ***haha good job levi***-not a good combination..well today jon,jorda,levi were supposed to go to frisco an they got all ready an were all excited to go or at least jordan was...an they ended up gettin into some accidnet..not a big one ( Read more... )

god once again i am fucking sick!!!!!!!!!!! god u dont even kno..i thought that shit was over with..o well..so today i wentto the doctor..an i went to kierstins an i came home..jon left with levi an jordan :( i miss muh best freind :'( but yea anyways..muh stomach hurts liek a muther fucker...grr i jsut feel liek going to sleep :( i think tomorow ( Read more... )

gawd..it was such a bitch to get this shit uploaded grrrrrrrrrrr hahahaa i love it tho :)

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I want to die but im afraid and if i do then will they raid, around my coffin wishing i was alive? but how was i suppost to servive with depression? Then when I'm sad the lonelyness turns into agression, and i take it all out on you. How can you deal with me when i treat you this way? I feel so bad now, i dont know what to say. Do you really ( Read more... )

god im sick of people bitchng about wuts wrong with themselves..like for example i called someone today, and they were like o blah blah blah me me me me..an iwas like o gawd..then i tried asking for advice on a simple subject an they resopnded : "he doesnt even care botu me.." god wtf fool wut kina friend is that?? wut kina friend is one who ( Read more... )