Sep 22, 2004 12:56
I want to die but im afraid and if i do then will they raid, around my coffin wishing i was alive? but how was i suppost to servive with depression? Then when I'm sad the lonelyness turns into agression, and i take it all out on you. How can you deal with me when i treat you this way? I feel so bad now, i dont know what to say. Do you really forgive me or is that just a line? Can I belive you, are you really mine? What if i was gone tomorrow...would you care? would you be there? You're beautiful in every single way...I dont care what other people say. I love You no matter what! I have scars on my wrists..from where i used to cut. But then you came along, and made everything right...like an angel came to me, shining so bright. You showed me I'd be okay and that you love me in every way. I cant let you go...you promise...but how do you know? what if someone else comes along??? can you still be so strong and tell them you're mine, or forget about me and show them a good time? Do you know that i love you...and that i'd die for you anyday....in anyway. I dont want to hurt you and i dont want to be hurt so if you love me let me know...and if you dont, let me go.