I feel sad today. And Angry. Mostly just impatient ( Read more... )

Exams are next week and the stress is threatening to tear me apart. I have a 4.0 gpa and I *know* that it’s going to go down with this semester’s grades. I’ve been trying to convince myself that I don’t care, but to no avail. All I want to do fast and cut, but I’ve promised myself I wont do either. If I don’t eat, I get really sick from my meds. If ( Read more... )

I'm so screwed ( Read more... )

Tonight I cut for the first time in a year and a half. I’m so confused and conflicted. I don’t know if I even want to stop myself from cutting anymore. In that whole time I wasn’t self-harming the thoughts and urges never lessened. What’s the point? I don’t care if I end up in the hospital again. Maybe that’s what I need.   What keeps you from self ( Read more... )

Hi. I'm new here and am grateful to have found a supportive community like this.

It's been a couple of months since I've cut. But for some reason, I can't bring myself to throw away the blades. It's like... at least I have them if I need them, you know? I want to get to the point where I know I won't need them, though ( Read more... )