the battle is finally over, i have my license to drive. fuckin finally! thats all i have to say

i havnt ever needed to update about how i feel untill right now. ive never felt so bad in my life. she has moved on, and i thought i was gonna be okay with it, but its killing me. im still where i was before i met her, alone. it hurts to realize this, i dont know if its her i miss, or the feeling of knowing my heart was not missing anything. now ( Read more... )

hmm.. so i suppose i was pretty close. i was off by a few though

milos predictions for the academy awards: Milos choise for the academy awards ( Read more... )

i wont lie, i dont think what i did was a big deal. but the fact that it hurt you so much makes it one. it seems that i have done irreperable damage this time. and it seems that all i do is hurt you more than anything else. i always knew i did not deserve you, and now it seems like i am going to know what it feels like to be without you. im not the ( Read more... )

so i ditched this livejournal thing and i hopped on that myspace bandwagon. and i jumped off, i dont like it. i doubt anyone cared, but incase you do, i am back. a lot has changed, and a lot of my feelings have changed. i will not go into specifics. but im able to do old things again and its kinda refreshing and upsetting at the same time, but ill ( Read more... )

i am moving on to a better place, this is my last livejournal update. a few of you will know where i am. to the rest of you. goodbye.

not sure what to feel, im not upset with you at all because u didnt hide it from me. u told me from the very beggining. i just refused to belive it. so im sorry, u shouldnt feel bad. its my fault that i let this happen. but wow, some of the things that u let yourself say....i really wish you wouldnt. i dont believe any of it anymore. im sorry.

seeing someone i love in the most emotional pain i have ever seen them in was the most heartbreaking thing that has happened to me in recent years. i felt terrible, like there was nothing icould do. i tried though. besides that life is pretty ok minus the fact that my parents are actually enforcing a punishment now. so it kinda sucks. i have ( Read more... )

i saw the virgin suicides the other night. and i saw in good company last night. i loved in good company and the virgin suicides was a little different but i liked it. i miss the movies i havnt been since christmas day.