...from google searches for ex-husbands at 1 in the morning.

I hadn't seen him since right after we split up, sometime early in 2000.  We were both so much younger then.

( then there's the story.... )

 ..and that's probably the understatement of the (21st) century.

I'll update more later, I promise promise.  Friends new and old coming into my life, and I'm determined not to push people away.  Thank you to everyone who's been patient with me all along.

Suffice to say my mind is a beehive and I'm just about to kick it over with the NIN concert ( Read more... )

  I started to feel that queasy feeling in my stomach, and then had to stop and think about what I've eaten today ( Read more... )

...i think that's in order ( Read more... )

  There's something about Nine Inch Nails - they/he came along when I was just starting to figure out how to be the person I'm still becoming.  The ill-formed searching and frustration I felt in the lyrics and music always touched something in me.  Maybe it's a bit quieter now that I'm settling more into who I realize I am, but it still has the ( Read more... )

   Today, I had two rose bushes to plant.  I'd gotten the package yesterday, and since they're bare root plants, I'd put them in starter solution to soak overnight ( Read more... )

  Although I still think the judges don't like Nick just because he's an obnoxious drunk (and you know I love you, baby), congrats to those who made the team.  Bobby kicked much ass, and everyone else did very well in a ridiculously close slam.  Well done.

It was great to see all the usual suspects and some unusual ones (Zork! LV! Artie Moffa in ( Read more... )

   This winter has been one injury after another.  Not enough to totally sideline me with any of them, but certainly enough to get my attention.

Not all of it has had to do with skiing, either.

Of course, there was the tailbone-bashing fall about a month and a half ago.  It's over and gone.  Then there was the flailing-arms-shoulder strain ( ( Read more... )

     What the fuck is up with Democrats and this "super-delegate" shit ( Read more... )

...I stayed in all day and did nothing of interest to anyone, except maybe me.

More and more I'm amazed at how easy it is for me to switch how I think about some very significant things.  Somehow, my heart's really not in anything and my impulses just take over.   Sometimes I fear I'll do something really stupid without much provocation.

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