i hate memories. i wish i could pick and choose some and erase them from my memory entirely. because once they are pulled out from wherever they're stashed.. they make me feel utterly glum. the thing is, the memory doesn't bother me anymore, its numb. yet, im left feeling entirely depressed. just from remembering ( Read more... )

so the first 3/4 of 2004 was the best. the last 1/4 was kind of lame, I won't lie.  Not lame in a life sucks kind of way, just not as exciting or crazy as old times.  Then 2005 started kind of boring too, but progressingly stuff has gotten better/more interesting.. but let me just state that the rest of my senior year and my senior summer is going ( Read more... )

Whoa, the lj's changed since i last wrote on it.. weiiiirrrd. yeah so i said that i wouldn't write in this again, but im thinking maybe ill write with every change in seasons. also - its good procrastination. so.. whats been new since school started ( Read more... )

Being that summer is two days from officailly ending, I have no problem summarizing it all now. I was thinking that I'd sum it all up by events/time periods, but then I figured I didn't really want to rehash it all and put it out there for everyone, and the people I'd confide in already know along with extras that benefit from other peoples gossip ( Read more... )

"hey do you play soccer?! ... cuz you're bodies are kickin" -compliments of the Southern Football team during our scrimmage against Southern today.. haha I thought it was funny ( Read more... )

Tryouts have started.. 8-10:30 + 3-5 untill Friday. Preseason should be interesting. But because of beautiful preseason.. my senior scrapbook/journal has been initiated!!! For this, I am really excited ( Read more... )

the eyeliner thing.. haha so me!

Today absolutely made me sooo happy:o) I'm just going to give the play by play because I had soo much fun:) I woke up early and went to the gym from Jennys and ran for an hour, then I got my brother and came home.. then Mattie came over and we kayaked from my house to Mike's Crab House where Mattie's moeny and phone thing got stuck in the kayak ( Read more... )

In Kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one ( Read more... )

Since I've returned from Dartmouth/California (8 days),it's approximated that I have run about 40 miles ( Read more... )