The words in Anberlin songs speak of you from time to time.

I need someone to lay on the grass with me and look at the clouds and make shapes... I'm still searching for my home... someone that warms my heart ... Its hard making others happy when you are not happy yourself.... I am happy with everything else in my life so why is it so hard to find someone that gets me... I have so much to say but I don't ( Read more... )

My heart is searching for its other peice... Its probably shaped in a little spoon...
I don't know how Ill feel when I find it but i'm scared I won't... I want to make someone else so happy... I hope destiny didn't forget me?
I guess I'll wait and save you a spot next to me

Relationships between people is what life is about... missing the person...making them laugh...smile...and influence people in a positive way...I have myself to give.... its hard to make a relationship work when you dont know who u r....you can't give yourself tosomeone else when you need to know who you are... I know who I am now and who I'd like ( Read more... )

I have figured out that I need someone to push me to do amazing things... I'm trying to do that myself but I need someone to encourage me... encourage me to do random things and adventures together... I want to go to Utah and camp in my Grand Wagoneer... I want to go snorkel... I want to skydive (at least indoor skydiving) ...I thought I'd want to ( Read more... )

I have everything ive wanted and i'm still missing something.... i dont know what... I'm in love but it feels different... your my best friend so i dont know what else i need... it seems like if you lost me you would be fine....maybe i'm the problem... i'm scared i'll never feel the love i'm looking for again... I want someone to tell secrets to ( Read more... )

today has been a rollar coaster! I dont even know why.... nothing is going wrong in my life? I'm scared this isn't gonna work out and it will end up being another waste of time... my heart can't take another dissapointment.... its hard giving you my heart... i'm really trying to be the best for you... it scares me knowing what my life was like 5 ( Read more... )

I feel like all I can do in this life is love...that's all that matters in the end... help eachother grow.... I wish you saw how much I have grown.... all I want is to share my life with someone I love so much I want to explode when we touch... just love that's all we can do

I feel misunderstood.... I still have dreams of you and I hate it... I miss u and I can never tell you... that sparkle you gave me hasn't been found in ne one else.... I can't believe how fucking stupid I was... I can't believe some of the stupid things I did....I thought everyone else wasn't really love... I think of u sometimes and I just ( Read more... )

I dunno what to do with u ne more... I love u but I can still just think of u kissing her right in front of my face... you couldnt even come downstairs when u knew I was crying... instead u slept next to her... I told myself to give this relationship a real chance and I dunno if I can when I keep thinking of you kissing her in front of me and I ( Read more... )