Dec 06, 2007 17:26
I dunno what to do with u ne more... I love u but I can still just think of u kissing her right in front of my face... you couldnt even come downstairs when u knew I was crying... instead u slept next to her... I told myself to give this relationship a real chance and I dunno if I can when I keep thinking of you kissing her in front of me and I tried to hit you away and ask you what the fuck you were doing but you just shoved me away... how can i date someone that would do that! Iv felt what its like to be so in love and I dont think this is it... how can i beleive it when you say u love me when 10 min before u kissed her u were asking me not to move away from you... I thought I was going to die and all I wanted to do was call someone else and tell them i'm sry for being so stupid and I wanted to say that i have never stopped caring... oh my god what am I doing! Ikno this doesn't feel right and how do i tell you? bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I shouldnt feel bad because u did this