hello 2010 ( Read more... )

made an appointment to start the new tattoo. seems i found the perfect artist for it; he's also a huge skinny puppy fan, and excels at crazy creepy imagery. this will be my first ink since a coverup i had done in the slammer back in 93. and it is the beginning of covering a bunch of work done at a really awful point in my life. yay for finally ( Read more... )

there has been much peripheral death around me this year. an unsettling amount. my grandfather died in december. since then, betsy's grandmother, her ex-husbands grandmother, a co-worker's father, a co-worker's mother, a friend's father, two of my regulars at the coffee shop, and another in hospice, close to the end, and one of my best friends just ( Read more... )

while talking to my mom yesterday, she informed that oscar, the little orange one-eyed squeak machine, had died ( Read more... )

have that unsettling, not-used-to-having an entire day off feeling. it is a very good day so far, but still have that unmet obligation feeling. hrmm ( Read more... )

my mom called today, to update that my grandma is not well at all. she was in an assisted living home, but fell, and went to the hospital. apparently she had fallen several times, but not told anyone. so she went to the hospital, and they found out she hasn't been eating or drinking anything. she then went to a full care nursing home, but has ( Read more... )

i know i'm kind of a mess, stumbling my way haphazardly through everything i do, but god damn, i love my life.

todays grande adventure ( Read more... )

Much to update about, and difficult to focus on anyone spot. my mind is on Shuffle ( Read more... )

I am moving into my own apartment this coming saturday, may 3rd. i will be renting a truck and loading up from my storage area in boulder in the late morning, then heading down. anyone in boulder that is available for an hour or so about 10:30-11:00 would be most welcome ( Read more... )