Three weeks. Seems so much longer than that and yet it all seems to have happened in an instant. One week. That's how long I've been home. Only one week? That just doesn't seem possible to me. Everything here is still some sort of surreal experience removed from time. The days are simultaneously filled with an incompletable to-do list while ( Read more... )

I have come to the realization that, at least at this point in my life, I really don't need to be living alone. That's strange to me because I feel incredibly drained if I don't get a reasonable amount of time completely alone every day and some days I need a day when I don't have to talk to anyone. However, at the moment, I'm having some pretty ( Read more... )

I love him so much. Deeper, realer, rawer than I knew I could. Sometimes, so much it hurts. This weekend was wonderful. He is wonderful. And somehow, this will all be ok.

School + broken body + loneliness + too many other things ( Read more... )

Doctor week has come and passed, and even after trying to process it, my feelings are still erratic.

( Medical things: The Good )

I am tired. I am out-of-focus. I want to enjoy my paper (since it is typically the activity I love most about school), but with everything else going on, I can't focus on the paper that should be making me happy, so instead it's stressing me even more. I really want to break down and cry. I want to be held and savagely kissed. I want everything to ( Read more... )

Tired. Herxing. Trying to be strong and convince myself and everyone around me that I'm ok.

But I'm not.

Very, very tired + not enough calories + PMS = very weepy, grumpy Lissa. :-P

Yay! Melissa came to visit last week ( Read more... )

To all ( Read more... )