I don't want to do this anymore.
Last night my last thought was. "Theres one more day behind me and one less day in front of me." I didn't get to bed until after 1 and I was up at 5:30 to get ready for work. I am tired today. Being tired makes it hard to be strong which in my case leads to an emotional day.
We met with the President of AP regarding the fiasco signing the Death Certificate. He was very contrite and reassured us that it was their failure and that it won't happen again. I believe that the wife has forgiven and I want to forgive but I just haven't yet. It makes me angry.
I guess its good to have something to focus the anger on. I still cannot rationalize what has happened. I cannot accept it.
Yesterday we cleaned the house since someone was coming over for dinner. We don't really keep up with the house very much. Since Delaney died we don't spend that much time there. It is a very sad place to be. We keep our selves so busy with projects, doing things, visiting people and staying out of the house. We focus on video games and TV. The wife pointed out its as if we are running away from our own memories.
I can't run that fast.
We met with the President of AP regarding the fiasco signing the Death Certificate. He was very contrite and reassured us that it was their failure and that it won't happen again. I believe that the wife has forgiven and I want to forgive but I just haven't yet. It makes me angry.
I guess its good to have something to focus the anger on. I still cannot rationalize what has happened. I cannot accept it.
Yesterday we cleaned the house since someone was coming over for dinner. We don't really keep up with the house very much. Since Delaney died we don't spend that much time there. It is a very sad place to be. We keep our selves so busy with projects, doing things, visiting people and staying out of the house. We focus on video games and TV. The wife pointed out its as if we are running away from our own memories.
I can't run that fast.