i cant stand being friends with her, and she cant understand that. I cant restrain myself 24/7 to appease her, thats just not fair. She just doesnt realize what she does to me, and if she does and still wants to press an unfair friendship on me that is just fucked up... This is what i told her so many times before and it didnt work, what does ( Read more... )

Ugh... Make it stop...

-remove dagger from heart
-reinsert
-twist

sooo... I know ive said it before, but I really mean it this time. Im never speaking to her again. I dont even know why I was so wrapped up on a fat disgusting whore of a liar anyway. She really does make me feel sick to my stomach...

soooo much turmoil... I cant take this...

i hate this but its prolly the first time i havnt seriously contemplated suicide on a day to day basis in the past 4 months and i actually feel worse that normally... Maybe i depend on that as an escape. and now thinking about it makes even more sense. maybe i rely on everything else too much. maybe i trust certain someones with my feelings and ( Read more... )

losing it...

someone please make it make sense. my brain is broked.

DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:Very HighDysthymia:SlightBipolar Disorder:Extremely HighCyclothymia:Very HighSeasonal Affective Disorder:Very HighPostpartum Depression:N/ATake the Depression Test

ugh... im hopeless...