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i cant stand being friends with her, and she cant understand that. I cant restrain myself 24/7 to appease her, thats just not fair. She just doesnt realize what she does to me, and if she does and still wants to press an unfair friendship on me that is just fucked up... This is what i told her so many times before and it didnt work, what does she expect to be different now? She always says that she just wants me to feel what she feels to know what its like... I'd say the same thing to her but I would never want anyone to feel this.