Damned if I Do Ya (6/11)
Title: Damned If I Do Ya (6/?)
Author: daydream4way
Pairing: Merrikat
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1,050
Summary: Jack and Zack have been fucking since before All Time Low was even a band, but they’re not exclusive, and no one else knows, and they’re both okay with that, because they each think that’s what the other wants. This story will be primarily told through flashbacks for the first few chapters, and it will probably not be completely historically accurate.
If Zack is being completely honest, things haven’t exactly been easy lately. Yeah, it’s easy to sit here watching Straight to DVD, laughing at all the jokes, and reminiscing, but really, being Zack Merrick pretty much sucks right now, and it’s all Jack’s fault. Zack’s confused. He’s got feelings for Jack that he knows he needs to figure out, and fast. But right now, all Zack can think about as Alex says that their touring history is “fucking weird” is the last time he and Jack had sex before they went on tour, which was incidentally the first (and last) time they had sex without protection.
“Zaaaaaaaaaaaaack. ‘M horny are you almost done in the bathroom!?” God, Jack could be such a whiny bitch sometimes. He had been gone less than 30 seconds, but when Jack is horny, Jack is horny. And really, who is Zack to complain?
He leaves the bathroom, quickly running to the bed and tackling Jack, “Hey.”
“Oww!” Jack exclaims when Zack’s shoulder hits Jack square in the chest.
“Sorry. I’ll make it up to you.” Zack says, swiftly undoing and removing Jack’s pants to find that he’s not actually wearing any underwear today. “Mmm, hard already. Just the way I like you.”
“Mmm, well I like you balls deep inside of me, so hurry up. I’ve been half hard all day just thinking about doing this.”
“Good.” Zack responds with a kiss. He begins lazily stroking Jack while nuzzling kisses into his neck, and Jack’s body is actually spasming, he’s in so much ecstasy. Zack begins planting kisses all down Jack’s chest and bites the skin right above his belly button, eliciting a groan from Jack that has Zack starting to notice his own hardness.
He takes Jack in his mouth and begins using a combination of hand and mouth movements that has Jack cursing incoherently. The only word that Zack can make out for certain is his own name, which has him even harder. Zack hollows his mouth a little more, taking Jack that much deeper, and it’s a strange sensation at first, one that catches Jack completely off guard, because it causes him to thrust upwards, almost choking Zack.
“Sorry” he says.
“Mmm” Zack hums along the base of Jack’s penis, and seconds later, Jack is quickly shooting violently into the back of Zack’s throat.
“Mmm. Zack. Fuck. Grab the lube.” Jack demands, still feeling like he needs more. He needs Zack.
Zack opens his side table drawer to find a bottle of lube, and an empty box of condoms. Shit.
“Uh Jack?”
“No lube?”
“Worse. No condoms.”
“Oh.” Minutes pass, or maybe only seconds, before Jack says, “Well, neither one of us is actually sleeping with anyone else. I don’t have an STD, you don’t have an STD. I mean… if you wanted to, we could try it without one?”
Fuck. The thought has Zack almost coming in his boxers. “Yeah, we could try it.” He says, trying not to make too big a deal out of it.
“Just use lots more lube then.” Jack decides. “This will be fun.”
“Should I… Should I pull out before I uhh…” Zack really doesn’t know what he’s supposed to do here. Honestly, the thought of being inside Jack, skin on skin, is incredibly fucking hot, and he’s happy that Jack’s even considering it.
“No. I want to feel you come inside me.” Fuck.
With that, Zack is quickly slathering lube on his extremely erect penis, afraid that he isn’t going to actually last more than ten seconds. He positions himself at Jack’s entrance and slowly enters, giving Jack time to get used to the intrusion. It doesn’t feel the same to Zack, it feels tighter, which means it’s probably more painful for Jack too.
Slowly, he begins thrusting into Jack, finding his prostrate almost immediately. “Zaaaaack.” God, he loves the way Jack says his name. Jack moves his arms around Zack’s neck and shifts himself upwards a little, opening himself up that much more to Zack. Zack responds by grabbing his hips just a bit too hard, loving the feeling of being surrounded by him. Zack begins thrusting faster, enjoying the feeling of being directly in contact with Jack’s skin. The difference between sex with a condom and sex without one is definitely noticeable, and fucking amazing. Zack hopes they never use one again.
“Fuck Jack, so tight. Nghhh.” He can’t even formulate a whole sentence to describe the absolute fucking amazing sensation he feels. Jack moves his hand to stroke his own cock, but Zack pins both of his hands above his head, still thrusting recklessly. “No. I want you to come without touching yourself. I know I can make you come just like this.” And to prove his point further, Zack begins thrusting harder.
“Zack please. Need to touch… hurts.”
“Oh I’ll make it hurt.” Zack responds, as shocked by his own words as Jack is. Zack bends over and lightly kisses Jack’s mouth, as if to say don’t worry, and continues to thrust into Jack. “Don’t worry, I’m gonna make you come real soon.”
“Mmmm Zack. Fuck, please. PLEASE touch me.” Zack thrusts into Jack a few more times, quickening his pace to an almost superhuman speed, focusing on not releasing until Jack does.
Moments later, Jack is coming spasmically all over his chest, Zack’s chest, the blanket, and God knows what else. The tightness that this creates for Zack is enough to send him over the edge, and he comes inside of Jack, kissing him as he rides out his orgasm. When he pulls out, they both wince at the lack of contact, and Zack immediately grabs Jack, pulling him in close and enveloping him in a big hug.
“Holy shit!” Jack finally exclaims. “What the fuck was that? That was amazing.”
“Wow.” Is all Zack can manage to say. Who knew how different sex could be without that barrier.
Two weeks after that, Jack decided that he was sick of declining sexual advances from the girls who came to the show when obviously, he and Zack were not dating. And it was decided that although they wouldn’t sleep with other men, women were a completely different story.
After nearly four years of this “arrangement”, honestly, Zack think he’s had enough.
A/N: Shortest chapter ever. Sorry (seriously, the author's note is almost longer than the chapter). Gah, don’t mean to leave it on such a sad note. Don’t worry lovelies, things will get better. But actually, they’re going to get a whole lot worse first (and a whole lot less smuttier). The next chapter explores Zack’s jealousy re: Jalex! Yeah, Zack’s not impressed with us fans at all. Comments are like oxygen. PS. Have a topless photo of Zack because I love y’all. http://inthisdreamthatihad.tumblr.com/post/25233706372
A/N2: Gah, it’s going to be a little while before this gets updated because I had an idea for a Jalex fic, and I kind of let writing that take precedence. But don’t worry, DIIDY will be updated soon!
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