I don't get it...I just don't. I feel like I'm unnaturally tired, worn down, and I just don't want to do anything. This is different from my completely lazy moments--at least I know then I can just go and do something to try and get myself to become more awake. The thing is that this--it’s just something that I haven't had to deal with in a while. ( Read more... )

What wrong now you ask? Everything really. Since my pain meds aren't working, I've been calling my neurologist for a damn week now, and I haven't had a call back at all yet. Today alone, I've called the office seven times, and It took till the seventh time for someone to tell me that my doctor wasn't even there today! I asked If I could talk to ( Read more... )

I just feel so alone. I know I'm not, being surrounded by so many people, but I can't shake this feeling. It sort of feels like I'm being ripped apart inside, but I'm perfectly fine on the inside. I really hate feeling this, and by keeping up my happy facade makes it even harder for me to explain it to my mom and dad...they automatically assume ( Read more... )