Dec 13, 2008 05:26
What wrong now you ask? Everything really. Since my pain meds aren't working, I've been calling my neurologist for a damn week now, and I haven't had a call back at all yet. Today alone, I've called the office seven times, and It took till the seventh time for someone to tell me that my doctor wasn't even there today! I asked If I could talk to another doctor that could possibly call him with my note, and they said, I'm sorry, but that is impossible. Bullshit. I've done this with my pediatric neurologist several times, and I can't do this with this neurologist? What the hell is wrong with them?? I call the doctor on call's number after hours, (the one that my DOCTOR freaking gave me) and I get a similar message. I'm sorry, we deal with post op pain. We don't deal with the back and pain center, so we can't help you. I really wanted to bitch someone out then. If no one calls tomorrow, I'm fucking screwed. My dad's insurance runs out on saturday, and I have to wait until his new insurance kicks in with his new job (he was layed off, DHL cut over 5000 workers) which would be in january. I can't wait that long, and Damn, I'm really going to be bitching if me going through my finals with a splitting migraine means me failing them. God....I NEED a new doctor, but I can't get one till January. I just need to bitch at someone.
This was yesterday. Today, I almost died laughing. My dad, who was pissed beyond belief because NO ONE at all would call me back from the doctor's office, decided to pay a personal visit there, and sit in the waiting room so he could give quite a nasty (yet still civil) note to the doctor and talk to him to see what the hell was going on. I guess seeing a tall black man just sitting there waiting for him scared him, and he fucking FINALLY called me. But, it figures that I was in FUCKING class!! God, I went through two finals with a migraine, and I'm most likely going to go through my last final with the same migraine... >< ugh...this is never fun to do. It seems like it happens every year.
On the other hand, since I'm going to be home for a while and I won't have anything to do, I' have time to work on my fanfics finally! School's been killing me. I apologize to my readers, but I've been dealing with my health and trying to get good grades in my classes as well, which has been a huge hassle.
tired,
alone,
in pain,
sore,
lonely