Happy Mother's Day to all the Mothers on my list.

( the things under this cut are depressing. )

( spastic panicky rambling )

ohgodohgodohgodohgod ( Read more... )

Life hates me. I'm spazzing about the homework that's piling up, the display I have to get done for work (the robot is done, and so are most of the pictures, thank Havens) and I've fallen to the 'manic-depressive with an extra does of depression' level again, which is making all that work seem even more impossible ( Read more... )

I feel like I just abandoned my baby ( Read more... )

( life has a funny way of sneaking up on you when you think everything's okay )

It's amazing what the sound of something can bring up.

( Cut for me being a baby )

Exhaustion blows. Dunno why I'm tired... in bed upwards of 10 hours a day sometimes... still not sleeping well. If i had the money for a doc, I think I'd go get more sleep meds prescribed... I'm tired of... well.. being tired. And this is just my rant for the day, because I'm too damned tired to discuss anything interesting.

Not that anybody is reading this anyway... but it seems that my depression is on a rebound... as in, it's taking over again. Things aren't as interesting as they once were, my razor blades look all bright and shiny and friendly once again, and, really, I don't care. Which is yet another sign that the depression is back - lethargy. The journal, my ( Read more... )