Hey it's spring! I'm feeling pretty good, I just started a new job. Most of the things I complained about feeling in my last post have fallen away. I've started living a little bit more, getting extra sleep and paying extra attention to my life and choices. I'm doing pretty good ( Read more... )

So 19 weeks since I last posted.... Well Ally and I moved from Providence, RI to Akron, OH. It was a big step. We originally came out here because ally was following a job and I knew I would have a job I could do lined up quickly, although her job offer ended up getting recinded, and we lived at her parents house for 2 months. I'm working for her ( Read more... )

I haven't posted here in a year and a half. It's interesting how things come back around consistently. This is a place I used to feel safe in, and I used to talk about how I felt about whatever was bothering me or whatever I was happy about. Then I started focusing on other things, I ended up flunking out of school, and having meltdown after ( Read more... )

I need a job. I'm having alot of trouble finding one. it sucks the hardest that i've had these problems with jobs after having such a great one at mike's movies. this morning i felt strong, and now i feel like crap. i can't wait till get home so i can have a drink and relax maybe. i probably should just keep looking, but it's been two months since ( Read more... )

i don't do too much talking these days
these days i seem to think about the things that i forgot to do
and all the times i had the chance to

don't remind me of my failures, i have not forgotten them

battlemouthweb

I just woke up, and I don't think I've ever woke up feeling lest rested, but my parents should be here soon ( Read more... )

I went to the mall today. and while in borders, looking through the graphic novel section I happened upon blankets. I had seen it once before over the winter. And I asked my mom if she'd buy it for me for my birthday. well on the car ride back I read about 100 pages of it. and It's one of the best books of any kind i have ever read. it's gonna be ( Read more... )

hey if you're still reading my journal start heading over to battlemouth.com. because i drop some mad reviews and shit. today i did one for of montreal's new release the sunlandic twins.

go read. join the forum.

i know i neglect my journal. truth is i find most of the stuff i write in here to be dribble. i'd much rather write in real private journal. to have it function as a blog is pure nonsense. however livejournal does afford one an audience upon which to write random things, especially since most of my writing energy is now going towards mike's new ( Read more... )

i am a big fan of the phillip k dick adapted films. i enjoyed minority report and paycheck was okay, but blade runner is one of my favorite films of all time. a scanner darkly will be the newest one to come along. however, i'm excited but cautious. it's directed by richard linklater. who has a very creative style that became popular with his film ( Read more... )