I am so stressed out and horribly sick to my stomach :(

In the last yr, Ive done some seriously stupid shit. From dancing, to a dui, to allowing people to move here, ect. I was looking through pics of me when I was dancing and I actually looked happy and very healthy. Pics of me now, I just look fucking miserable. Im so damn stressed out and I just need a vacation, horribly. I hate this shit. I shouldve ( Read more... )

Alans trying to take the kids from me.

I have a crush. Yes, a crush. The funniest part is that I never saw him like that. There was another guy that I had been interested in that pretty much killed his chances. This one happened out of no where. I still dont have the balls to approach anyone so who knows what'll happen.

KiCkUaRoUnD (11:46:04 PM): all ya'll do is go buy shit ( Read more... )

So I sit here, at the bar in my house. Im cooking chicken and shrimp pasta and drinking wine, alone. Im so lost today. Staring off, day dreaming, just.. lost. I find myself in this this state of mind alot recently. I had a discussion with a friend last night. He thinks I have commitment problems. This whole single thing is driving me nuts. I enjoy ( Read more... )

!!!!!TO MY FAM AND FRIENDS ( Read more... )

I am newly single...after 5 years...not quite sure how to handle that. Funny how people can just...not love you anymore. We've been seperated for two weeks, and he's already involved with someone that he's known for, oddly enough, that same amount of time. Go figure.

un·ap·pre·ci·at·ed (ŭn'ə-prē'shē-ā'tĭd)
adj.

Not recognized, as to quality or worth: an unappreciated gesture of good will.