Thinking about it...
In the last yr, Ive done some seriously stupid shit. From dancing, to a dui, to allowing people to move here, ect. I was looking through pics of me when I was dancing and I actually looked happy and very healthy. Pics of me now, I just look fucking miserable. Im so damn stressed out and I just need a vacation, horribly. I hate this shit. I shouldve never let people move here and destroy my happiness and my privacy. I just want to be happy. The way things are going.. that is not going to happen this way. I want to move back to Tampa on my own and get a better job then the ones Ive had. Im working out again and eating good. Trying to take care of myself better. It'll work out, Im sure.
Sigh
Sigh