*~*~* Its been while since an update. I haven't even read my friends' pages. Gah, I'm so useless! So much has happened I don’t even know where to start. I have an entry I wrote by hand that I will be posting later tonight. But let’s begin here anyway ( Read more... )

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What the fuck did I do? I wasn't even attacted to you! I thought it would be safe to go home w/ u because we had BOTH been talking about the people we liked... but no. Then when you started I didn't stop you. I didn't stop you because it numbs me. It makes me forget. It objectifies me and makes me not hurt anymore. But it didn't work. It didn't ( Read more... )

Ya know, sometimes I can get those warm fuzzies (but def not like the first night) and then something like tonight (@ St. Benedict AND Cedar) happens and I'm reminded of what an ASSHOLE HE REALLY IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY TO KATIE!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUCKING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ( Read more... )

I like balls. Esp when they're in my favor. In the words of Morgan Verrill they're "fucking with you but [they] don't know how much more ur fucking w/ [them]" But am I really though? It may seem like it, but are those really my intentions ( Read more... )

Thanks for calling me a whore and meaning it, Ryan. That was extra special. Esp in conjunction with the request if you could “fuck you in the ass” since I’m “a whore anyways.” Warm fuzzies all around.

I love Gramps and Dad so much. They JUST now realized they’ve known who I’ve been talking about all along. Fun fun stuff!

1. Drank to the point of utter drunken-ness for that purpose alone ( Read more... )

I've never been this lonely on St. V's. It's this overwhelming feeling of despair and solitude. It's like that scene in Fantasia where all the centaurs are finding their soul-mates and the blue girl centaur is all alone. All my friends are slowly but surely finding that "other half," and while I smile for their happiness, I can't help but to ( Read more... )

Dropped, Dumped, Fired, and Angry at.
What a great week I'm having!

DaNcInJDC1 (2:20:02 PM): ok that makes sense now ( Read more... )