In The Past Three Weeks Have You...
1. Drank to the point of utter drunken-ness for that purpose alone.
YES...AND I DON'T CARE WHO KNOWS IT.
2. Used some form of substance to forget about you past present or future life.
SAME ANSWER.
3. Considered suicide........really.
YES AND APPARENTLY TRIED.
4. Lost a friend ......not to death....with no real reason.
YES.
5. Had someone really care but not know why.
YES. MEL, KELLY, NICK, CHELSEA, GRAMPS, DYLAN...I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!
6. Wanted to be someone or something else for a day just to escape yourself.
EVERY WAKING MOMENT
7. truely enjoyed the company of others.
FOR THE FIRST TIME YES...THE ABOVE PEOPLE.
8. resented the attempts of other to be consoling.
TO PITY ME YES, TO CONSOLE ME NO.
9. Run away from you problems by keeping them inside to the point of internal combustion.
SOME OF THEM. I DUNNO, SOMETIMES I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE I CAN TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE.
10. Done something just b/c you wanted to no matter who saw you do it.
*SIGH* SADLY YES. IT'S HARD NOT TO THINK OF YOURSELF AND CONSIDER OTHERS WHEN UR GIVEN A GLIMPSE OF THAT WHICH YOU HAVE YEARNED FOR SO VERY, VERY LONG. BE IT A LIE OR NOT, IT IS BETTER THAN THIS BARRENNESS.
11. Lost a part of you you will never be able to return....and we're not talking hymen here, look deeper!
YES.
12. Felt abandoned by your family and friends all at once.
NO. THEY'RE WHAT KEEP ME GOING.
13. Been severely depressed, and medicated for it.
GOING ON 6 YEARS NOW.
14. Do something you were so proud of that you juat had to tell everyone.
NO.
15. Broken the stereotype for you.
NO; MAYBE THAT'S THE PROBLEM.
16. Made a total fool of your self and couldn't give two shits.
YES. IN THE WORSE SENSE OF THE WORD. AGAIN, ITS SOOO HARD TO THINK AHEAD IN THE FUTURE WHEN UR GIVEN EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT. ALL U CAN THINK ABOUT IS THAT FINALLY, FINLALY, AT LONG LAST, IT JUST MAY BE UR TURN....
17. Fulfilled a childhood dream no matter how much it hurt.
NOPE.
18. Done anything past the point of exaustion and been happy about it despite the sick feeling it pervoked.
NOPE.
19. Done absolutly nothing for a full 24 hours.
UNFORTUNATELY, YES.
20. lost the same family member twice.
UMMM...NOT TWICE, NO...
21. Been the hero child for a family that has to "deal" with the other one
DONT REALLY UNDERSTAND IT...BUT NO.
22. Been the first in one side of you family tree to go to and finish college
YES...WELL, NOT IN THE PAST 3 WEEKS....
23. Be so scared about something that you don't think you want it to happen but can't see it any other way.
I GUESS SO.
24. Had to be independant, in almost everything b/c you family couldn't help.
NO.
25. Taken on a lot of tasks to forget about the most important one..........you.
NOT SO MUCH SO TAKEN A LOT OF TASKS, BUT PERFORMED ACTIONS IN WHICH I MUST OBJECTIFY MYSELF AND DETACH MYSELF FROM MYSELF. (I THINK THIS IS THE MOST I'VE EVER SAID "MYSELF" IN ONE SENTENCE!)
26. Been honored at an awards banquet when you don't think you deserved the recognition.
HA! YEAH RIGHT!
27. Not been honored when you know you did deserve soemthing.
YES, THE MOST HORRIBLE PERSON OF THE YEAR AWARD.
28. Felt like the world has shit on you one too many times.
YEAH, BUT LIKE MEL SAID "EVERYONE HAS SHIT."
29. Been told that God only gives you a cross only as heavy as you can bere, but you think he confused you with someone else.
I DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD.
30. Made up a dumb quiz to give the people areound you a glimpse into your life.
COPIED AND PASTED ONE.
31. Not told the compleate truth about something to protect a friend.
I THINK THAT WAS THE PROBLEM -- THAT I DID TELL.
32. Been in love so deep that it scares you to think of life without that person.
IF ONLY....
33. Been afraid to hurt someone's feelings.
DREADFULLY.
34. Learned that the people who don't liek what you have to say don't matter in the end anyway, the rest are your fans.
35. Learned something that they don't print in books and can't teach in classrooms.
WITH JOE'S CLASS -- ALWAYS!
36. Grown up.
UNDOUBTEDLY.
37. Never regreted anything you have done b/c everything you did has made you.....you.
CAN'T SAY I DON'T REGRET SOME THINGS I'VE DONE.
38. Told the truth but wished you were lying b/c the truth hurt so much.
WOULDN'T YA KNOW IT.
39. Come out of the closet!!!
YES... I HAD TO BREAK IT TO MY MOM THAT I WAS IN FACT... I CAN'T EVEN SAY IT QUITE YET! A... A... HETERO!!!!!!!!!!!
40. Renounced the religion you were raised in to you parents.
WASN'T RAISED W/ NE PARTICULAR RELIGION
It's funny how people will say "I'm so horrible, I suck, why are you friends w/ me?" but then when someone else confirms their affirmations it hurts adn they get angry and defend themselves. I'm guilty of it. And more and more I am beginning to understand James Reimann.....
YES...AND I DON'T CARE WHO KNOWS IT.
2. Used some form of substance to forget about you past present or future life.
SAME ANSWER.
3. Considered suicide........really.
YES AND APPARENTLY TRIED.
4. Lost a friend ......not to death....with no real reason.
YES.
5. Had someone really care but not know why.
YES. MEL, KELLY, NICK, CHELSEA, GRAMPS, DYLAN...I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!
6. Wanted to be someone or something else for a day just to escape yourself.
EVERY WAKING MOMENT
7. truely enjoyed the company of others.
FOR THE FIRST TIME YES...THE ABOVE PEOPLE.
8. resented the attempts of other to be consoling.
TO PITY ME YES, TO CONSOLE ME NO.
9. Run away from you problems by keeping them inside to the point of internal combustion.
SOME OF THEM. I DUNNO, SOMETIMES I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE I CAN TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE.
10. Done something just b/c you wanted to no matter who saw you do it.
*SIGH* SADLY YES. IT'S HARD NOT TO THINK OF YOURSELF AND CONSIDER OTHERS WHEN UR GIVEN A GLIMPSE OF THAT WHICH YOU HAVE YEARNED FOR SO VERY, VERY LONG. BE IT A LIE OR NOT, IT IS BETTER THAN THIS BARRENNESS.
11. Lost a part of you you will never be able to return....and we're not talking hymen here, look deeper!
YES.
12. Felt abandoned by your family and friends all at once.
NO. THEY'RE WHAT KEEP ME GOING.
13. Been severely depressed, and medicated for it.
GOING ON 6 YEARS NOW.
14. Do something you were so proud of that you juat had to tell everyone.
NO.
15. Broken the stereotype for you.
NO; MAYBE THAT'S THE PROBLEM.
16. Made a total fool of your self and couldn't give two shits.
YES. IN THE WORSE SENSE OF THE WORD. AGAIN, ITS SOOO HARD TO THINK AHEAD IN THE FUTURE WHEN UR GIVEN EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT. ALL U CAN THINK ABOUT IS THAT FINALLY, FINLALY, AT LONG LAST, IT JUST MAY BE UR TURN....
17. Fulfilled a childhood dream no matter how much it hurt.
NOPE.
18. Done anything past the point of exaustion and been happy about it despite the sick feeling it pervoked.
NOPE.
19. Done absolutly nothing for a full 24 hours.
UNFORTUNATELY, YES.
20. lost the same family member twice.
UMMM...NOT TWICE, NO...
21. Been the hero child for a family that has to "deal" with the other one
DONT REALLY UNDERSTAND IT...BUT NO.
22. Been the first in one side of you family tree to go to and finish college
YES...WELL, NOT IN THE PAST 3 WEEKS....
23. Be so scared about something that you don't think you want it to happen but can't see it any other way.
I GUESS SO.
24. Had to be independant, in almost everything b/c you family couldn't help.
NO.
25. Taken on a lot of tasks to forget about the most important one..........you.
NOT SO MUCH SO TAKEN A LOT OF TASKS, BUT PERFORMED ACTIONS IN WHICH I MUST OBJECTIFY MYSELF AND DETACH MYSELF FROM MYSELF. (I THINK THIS IS THE MOST I'VE EVER SAID "MYSELF" IN ONE SENTENCE!)
26. Been honored at an awards banquet when you don't think you deserved the recognition.
HA! YEAH RIGHT!
27. Not been honored when you know you did deserve soemthing.
YES, THE MOST HORRIBLE PERSON OF THE YEAR AWARD.
28. Felt like the world has shit on you one too many times.
YEAH, BUT LIKE MEL SAID "EVERYONE HAS SHIT."
29. Been told that God only gives you a cross only as heavy as you can bere, but you think he confused you with someone else.
I DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD.
30. Made up a dumb quiz to give the people areound you a glimpse into your life.
COPIED AND PASTED ONE.
31. Not told the compleate truth about something to protect a friend.
I THINK THAT WAS THE PROBLEM -- THAT I DID TELL.
32. Been in love so deep that it scares you to think of life without that person.
IF ONLY....
33. Been afraid to hurt someone's feelings.
DREADFULLY.
34. Learned that the people who don't liek what you have to say don't matter in the end anyway, the rest are your fans.
35. Learned something that they don't print in books and can't teach in classrooms.
WITH JOE'S CLASS -- ALWAYS!
36. Grown up.
UNDOUBTEDLY.
37. Never regreted anything you have done b/c everything you did has made you.....you.
CAN'T SAY I DON'T REGRET SOME THINGS I'VE DONE.
38. Told the truth but wished you were lying b/c the truth hurt so much.
WOULDN'T YA KNOW IT.
39. Come out of the closet!!!
YES... I HAD TO BREAK IT TO MY MOM THAT I WAS IN FACT... I CAN'T EVEN SAY IT QUITE YET! A... A... HETERO!!!!!!!!!!!
40. Renounced the religion you were raised in to you parents.
WASN'T RAISED W/ NE PARTICULAR RELIGION
It's funny how people will say "I'm so horrible, I suck, why are you friends w/ me?" but then when someone else confirms their affirmations it hurts adn they get angry and defend themselves. I'm guilty of it. And more and more I am beginning to understand James Reimann.....