I guess this is mainly a reminder for myself, but anyway. I think that I've come to terms with my life now. I still have these strong feelings and I didn't know what I was doing with them. I can see all these things wrong with the world we live in and I want to make them at least right in my own world. I want to know that I could be the right ( Read more... )

i've been thinking and with my friend to catch me, i've realized i've totally handled the situation i am in entirely the wrong way. it's not really like me to be desperate and because of how lost i've felt, i've made less than conscious decisions with dealing with it. i should be enjoying myself and concentrating on my goals and what i want. i ( Read more... )

remember that night we met ( Read more... )

i've walked so far i even thought i was alone ( Read more... )

"Dissolved Girl ( Read more... )

la la holds inside of her ( Read more... )

I feel like going back to normal posting again to keep my friends up with my life and current events. I went to the movies with Kelly and Sara and saw "The Prestige" the other night. It was much better than I thought and besides the fact that I was told that the ending sucked, sorry Shane but it was badass. Anyway you all should go out and see ( Read more... )

This is my first post in a long time. Things have been really strange lately and I'm finally thinking that I have it figured out. First there is the whole issure with dealing with complainers. I've realized that over the years of constantly dealing with complainers, I myself have fallen victim to this disease as well. WELL FUCK THAT! I refuse ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. asian languages:
   as far as this goes, i really like the mechanics of asian languages, mostly the written style. i am so sick of european lettering and the whole idea of a different writing style is exciting to me from middle eastern to chinese characters. the only real problem is the complications of learning it.
2. buffalo ( Read more... )

Since I cannot make it to the mass for a person that touched my life, I would instead like to post something that a good friend and collaborator of his wrote in memory of ( Read more... )