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Dream:
Mostly I dream about big skies and interesting cities that are half abandoned. Now I have this dream: I'm looking at the skin on my stomach or leg. There's a cyst or pimple there. I squeeze it and there is nothing there but more skin keeps coming out of it. It turns into one of those skin thingys that hang off your normal skin that if you cut them ( Read more... ) -
dreams while hiking:
So there's this guy out back of a store on the loading dock and I go out back to check him out. He's freaking out. Totally mentally unstable. He's tazering another guy who is a friend of mine. There's blue purple sparks everywhere and my friend is walking back and forth in spasims screaming for him to stop. The cops are there but afraid to stop the ( Read more... ) -
dream:
Two nights ago ( Read more... ) -
dream:
foreign country. Berlin. Switzerland. I'm speaking another language. It may be Germain but it's different somehow. SwissGerman? Maybe. We are climbing stairs outside. The buildings are gray beige. Tall, about four or five stories. All at angles to each other. Despite the ominousness about it, I feel at home or that I'm going home. Like part of me ( Read more... ) -
dream:
Buildings. Dusk. Colours blue, pink, orange. Blue green black. Comfort. A good house, building. Welcoming. -
die in my sleep
I thought I was going to die in my sleep last night. I couldn't ( Read more... ) -
dream:
dream: I'm making dinner with Drew at my place. I'm making some kind of stir fry. I get distracted with looking for information on a very pictorial blog site where I want to continue reading but there are too many pictures. Drew is trying to help me find it. When I'm not looking Drew has added all this stuff to the stir fry to make it into a soup ( Read more... ) -
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Well, same as last year, lack of work from Oct 31, 2007 - Feb 29, 2008. It's the same every year. I don't work until there's work or I'm desperate and run out of money. This time i ran out of money. I didn't qualify for EI because i was 20 hours short of their restrictions. So i contacted a guy i know through my friend and got a job. I desperately ( Read more... ) -
morgana (AKA kitty cat)
my cat just passed away. turns out she had cancer in her adomin, a gull stone, and was extremely enimic. i had no idea of any of this. she showed no signs of being sick up until recently when i noticed her not eating for a few days. i was going to take her to a vet appointment at 3pm today. when i got up i checked on her and she wasn't moving. so i ( Read more... ) -
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i haven't worked for three months. it's getting to that point where it's not really a good time anymore. i really don't know what to do with myself. i've been trying to paint but i've been uninspired lately. i keep retouching the same paintings. will they ever be finished? maybe i should just move on. there's nothing really happening here. nothing ( Read more... )