die in my sleep
I thought I was going to die in my sleep last night. I couldn't
breath. There was hollowness in me. I kept waking up suddenly and
taking a really deep severe breath. Like when my cat kept coming back
to life. I'm afraid. I felt like my center had been cut out. removed .
extracted. It still feels that way now. Just a bit less. What's the
point... I think that I wanted to kill myself in my sleep.
No dreams. Blackness.
breath. There was hollowness in me. I kept waking up suddenly and
taking a really deep severe breath. Like when my cat kept coming back
to life. I'm afraid. I felt like my center had been cut out. removed .
extracted. It still feels that way now. Just a bit less. What's the
point... I think that I wanted to kill myself in my sleep.
No dreams. Blackness.