I feel like I'm high. It's been only 2 days since I stopped taking my medication and I must be going through some crazy withdrawals ( Read more... )

every single day starting from when i get up to go to work at 7 am to 5 pm when I get home, I am so good. Breakfast is toast, lunch is a salad and countless quarts of filtered water in between ( Read more... )

just binged.

again.

gonna go purge it up.

again.

i hate myself  x 100,000,000,000

I am such a dirty dirty girl. I need a shower.

I am a worthless piece of sh*t.

I really don't see a point in living any more. I fail at everything and I never learn a damn thing.

I really don't want to be who I am anymore.

i always feel like a damn fool ( Read more... )

I am soooo bloated tonight it actually hurts to move around ( Read more... )

I've got a cuddle buddy. And he is so cute.

Do you have any other mental disorders: depression and anxiety.

What's your favourite food to eat: sushi, wasabi peas, potato chips, i like a lot of things.
Favourite drink: water, coke zero
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED: oh yes
Do you want to recover: When I see people enjoying their food and not thinking about it at all, I really wish I was ( Read more... )

Ok, so..

I am not Catholic. But all this talk about giving up things for Lent on proana has got me thinking...

Maybe I can do it too. I will offer my support to those who are practicing and I will use this as an opportunity to realize the patterns I've been setting for myself. I don't know if I believe in God and I definitely was not raised Christian ( Read more... )