home alone
every single day starting from when i get up to go to work at 7 am to 5 pm when I get home, I am so good. Breakfast is toast, lunch is a salad and countless quarts of filtered water in between.
As soon as my work day ends and I get home, I turn into a horrible pig and eat everything I can get my hands on. If that's not enough I order food to be delivered and binge on it until my stomach feels like it's about to explode. I am too embarrassed to call the restaurant so I use a delivery website and keep it a secret from my fiance.
If he knew how much I was spending on food he would absolutely freak.
I also get so tired by the time that I get home that all I can do is watch tv and pass out in bed (many times, going into a really bad food coma) until my man comes home from work.
I got myself into the worst cycle imaginable. I am always too tired to exercise and I am always too sleep-deprived to keep moving during the day.
I feel completely lost with noone to turn to.
I need help.
As soon as my work day ends and I get home, I turn into a horrible pig and eat everything I can get my hands on. If that's not enough I order food to be delivered and binge on it until my stomach feels like it's about to explode. I am too embarrassed to call the restaurant so I use a delivery website and keep it a secret from my fiance.
If he knew how much I was spending on food he would absolutely freak.
I also get so tired by the time that I get home that all I can do is watch tv and pass out in bed (many times, going into a really bad food coma) until my man comes home from work.
I got myself into the worst cycle imaginable. I am always too tired to exercise and I am always too sleep-deprived to keep moving during the day.
I feel completely lost with noone to turn to.
I need help.